JD的黑色世界。

Breakout.

2010-11-27T00:33:00.002+08:00

One of my recent ad for Channel 8 blockbuster, Breakout.

Secret Garden

2010-11-27T00:28:00.004+08:00

New project.

From photo shoot to DI.

1st draft.

The Unknown Mueller.

2010-07-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

My idol.

Thomas Mueller, together with Schweinsteiger.

More than just Toys.

2010-06-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

Many of my friends know about my obsession for Toy Story.

It's amazing how a movie about toys can inspire and affect me so much.

I don't usually cry at movies, but for Toy Story series, I cried.

I've watched TS1 and TS2 many many times and there are many classic scenes that make my heart twitch. Esp for TS2, where Jessie relives her best memories with her kid, Emily.

Even till now, mentioning or discussing this scene always gives me goosebumps.

After 11 years of long wait. Toy Story 3 arrives.

IT WAS FANTASTIC.

Many of the past memories and emotions fills me up almost immediately.

Toys that are not in the family anymore; toys that are missing play time.

Dialogue for TS3 are superbly superior.

If you are a true blue TS fan, you will be able to pick up alot of emotion and bond between each character. Namely Andy VS Woody; Buzz VS Woody; Sarge VS Woody; Molly VS Andy.

Yes, even human character Andy and her sister Molly have life throughout the series.

Of course they have life. Silly. But they are not just 'life' human cast in the toy based movie.

They were given character. The bond between Andy and Molly from TS1 to TS3 was made stronger through clever dialogue. Amazing.

Toy Story 3 closes the Trilogy in a perfect note, in my humble opinion.

It's a must watch movie. Prepare tissue please.

Finally, i want to say this to my Toy Story family, although I don't play much with you all, but I appreciate you being there for me.

Thank you.

Hearts.

Waka Waka Time!

2010-06-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

Was at District 10 for dinner with 1/2 groupie and experience the cheers and shouting of the FIFA opening match between Africa and Mexico.

Although not a FIFA fan, but the atmosphere was pretty exciting!

Time for WAKA WAKA!!

In about an hour's time.

2010-05-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'm turning 29.

People that I love are all away from me...

I will be working on my birthday, and not just any other hectic day,

it's going to be a mad rush die die must meet deadline day.

This is how im gona spent my last 20s birthday.

Happy Birthday.

No need to rub salt.

2010-05-04T23:36:00.001+08:00

I know.

I totally get it.

I never denied it.

I'm fat.

No need to rub it in my face EVERY SINGLE DAY.

FUCK OFF.

The Groupie

2010-05-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

New Obsession.

2010-04-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

TRIKKE.

I really want 1 la!!!!!

Chop off my hand please.

2010-04-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

I always stood outside the circle, admiring my friends lead their almost perfect lifestyle.

Diving.

Traveling.

Shopping.

Well, not saying my friends are born with silver spoon.

We work our asses off everyday...

But why do I have to worry so much on health and medication bills.

Somehow, i just feel a tad unfair on how life is presented to me.

Right this moment, i feel envious of everyone around me.

This include Zubees.

Maybe it's a sign that i should stop everything i'm doing and take a break.

2nd April.

2010-04-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

It's SAMMI LOVE MI 2010 concert!

Holy crap! It's the most electrifying concert since a long time!!

Went with Tanny and Kellie, and we were seated at Row 24.

As usual, being a ridiculous fan, i was running amok to the front the entire time.

Trust me, i sang and shout throughout, and I lost my voice a fair bit!

Damn shiok!!!!

Props to Kellie for bring the supportive to the ridiculous fan!

SAMMI!!!!!!!!!!! SAMMI!!!!!!!!

See you soon.

2010-03-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

Where got people like that one?!

2010-02-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

Seriously.

Where got people like that one?!

Please do not act or think like we are the first option as dumping ground.

Be responsible and snap out of your juvenile thinking!

Jeez.

New Toys

2010-02-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

Mine

Mom's

Very Inspired.

2010-01-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

Heading off to another...

2010-01-06T23:43:00.001+08:00

Operation...

Till my hand recovers,

Take care

It's saddening...

2010-01-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

to see your once pretty good standard company,

fallen from its' grace...into a horrid state.

Good luck.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

Have a great year ahead to all my friends and loves one!

Cheers!!

Juno.

2009-12-25T13:42:00.004+08:00

I just watch JUNO for the 4th time.

A not so Christmas classic,

but easily one of the most simple and real movie out there.

Oh, and the sound track is really really good.

Lyrics | Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You lyrics

I just saw...

2009-12-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

my Bally bag flew out of my reach.

Good bye.

Yet again...

2009-12-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

I'm underpaid for 4 months of hard work.

Sibeh sianz.

I wanna..

2009-12-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

put down everything and travel.

To somewhere i can relax and schedule everything to my timing.

No kids.

No compromises of waiting time.

Just pure relaxation.

Soon...Hopefully.

I won't be travelling this year end.

Too much factors are holding me back.

No, I dun wan to face or go through the process of being scrutinise on how i should behave.

No, i dun wan to judge on how I reason myself.

And yes, that's why i'm choosing to leave.

It's been a tough year for me,

and i don't see it getting any better.

I get frustrated very easily.

And i simply lost interest in daily matters.

A few have been saying its my mindset,

and once i get over it, things will get better.

How would it be better when I'm in the source of everything,

every single day?

Maybe it's time i see a shrink.

I need...

2009-11-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

freelance that actually pays...

I'm very broke.

Sianz....

Sometimes...

2009-11-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

Sometimes,

You need to be apart from people you love,

But that doesn't means you love them any less,

Sometimes,

It even makes you love them more.

Let me go.

I just wanna be...

2009-11-22T15:27:00.001+08:00

happy.

Don't care about the pain in front of me.

I just wanna be

Happy.

Max is back...

2009-11-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

and so is my haircut!

Whoohoo!!

SHORT SHORT AH!

Sean say I look like Ah Beng.

IT Ah Beng...sell handphones in Sim Lim type. Bloody funny!

Trying very hard...

2009-11-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

I am.

Trust me i am.

Sometimes it's beyond any logical decisions to resolve the problem.

It takes time.

A long long time.

Only a few of you know. And I grateful. Really.

You have no idea what this meant to me.

I'm sorry if I created any burden to any of you, hopefully, everything will just go away.

Whether death or pure avoidance, I just hope it goes away.

Hopefully...

2009-10-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

By the next pay increment,

I'll have enough income to move out of the house.

7 months and 5 days.

I'm through.

I can only trust...

2009-10-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

max.....

Quickly come back and help me...

My Love.

2009-10-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

Love.

"I have no problem with fat people.

2009-10-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

...I have problem with fat and ugly people."

Wow. I was totally threw back to the ultimate pit of my stomach.

It hurts quite bad.

Seriously.

Fat and Ugly.

Wow.

Swollen Eye and the Photoshoot.

2009-09-29T20:10:00.004+08:00

Been preparing for the photoshoot this morning for days.

From wardrobe

to poses

to lightings

to expression

to mood.

And guess wat ruin it?

My swollen eye!

No I did not peep at anyone....It's more like a sudden puffed up eye.

No painful, only abit itchy.

And worst..i had to face the model and photographer, while directing them with my mutated eye. Sibeh malu.

Anyway, all went well. Manage to get all 22 poses that i need, although overrun by 30mins...

Hopefully no extra cost incurred.

Cheers!

(From Left: Adrian the Model, Ryan the Hiao Makeup Artist, Carmen the Boss, Me the Swollen Eye)

20.09.2009

2009-09-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

Marks the 7th year zubees been in my life.

I love her to death, and she's been my greatest joy every single day.

Happy Birthday my dearest zus!!

Hope you enjoy your favorite vanilla ice-cream with apple bits today!

Not forgetting the wings and the ultra relaxing bath scrub as part of your bday package.

* while typing this post, she's already snoring on my bed...

On a side note,

Buttercake & Cream(cafe) in Sunset way, Clementi, really really serves good dessert and cakes.

If you love coffee like I do, pls head down for their double shot espresso Affrogatto. I think a mile better than TCC's. Their desserts are equally superb too. Had Tiramisu, Vanilla Pina Cotta, Apple Crumble, Banana Madness, Double scoop ice cream, and Affrogatto. YES. All in one seating. Really good. A great place to chill out.

How to beef up a content.

2009-09-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

Just repeat whatever you type 2 times, and you content will seems much more fuller.

And if you should, break into nice layout format.

Geddit?

Don't attempt to...

2009-09-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

play with fire when u know it burns.

When u get burnt,
don't start blaming on the fire for being nasty and hurtful.

U knew about the obvious consequences,
u knew about the losing risk,
and you knew about the hateful conclusion.

Why even bother to put it out now?

Just let it burn will you?

And if i were you...i will let the fire put out itself,
and in the meantime, JUST SHUT UP.
If you must, sew it up.

*ps. not an angsty emo post. Not worth to bring it up over dinner conversation. If u wan to noe more. Ask me.

RED.

2009-09-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

Weirdly addictive.

Enjoy.

威武.

2009-09-06T19:22:00.004+08:00

It's time for WONFU again!!

I can't wait for their new album at the end of the year.

Hear a few tune and it's gona be very high!!

Amazed.

2009-09-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

Do you still do things that amazed not only others, but yourself too??

I just did.

I WATCHED HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE.

WOAH.

i feel like primary 4 right now. HANNAH!!!!!!!!!!

W.A.R - Wars Are Ruthless

2009-09-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

Did you ever had a childish verbal fight with ur loves one?

Where you said the rudest,

shamelessly,

and horrid things to him/her.

And after a cold war, you patched up, and life picks up again, and you start living again?

Well i just one with her.

Multiply freaking 10 million childishness, most nonsensical, utterly no-brainer fight ever.

I think i lost her.

So for now, i'm freaking gona get on with my life cos she leave me with no choice.

Dun piss me off, cos nothing can penetrate this icy exterior.

Laughter.

2009-08-01T03:47:00.002+08:00

It's been a looong while since i laugh and behave like a kid.

I just did and it feels really good.

For mere few hours, I really felt the bliss of having so much fun and excitement.

I'm thankful.

Please help me.

2009-07-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

I have lost all my 10yrs msn contacts...

I amazed myself with my stupidity.

So please update or add me at mike_max@live.com

Also...help me pass around mutual friends.

namely, Polys friends, ex-colleagues and family.

thanks all.

Kaboom!

2009-07-26T21:50:00.003+08:00

Third Tier Club

2009-07-24T17:37:00.003+08:00

Was chatting with one fellow member on the newly form Third Tier Club, and it's funny how we both agree so much on how dispensable we are!!

We are however indispensable to each other ( i think so hor goose..).

So 3 cheers to the club!
Hur hur hur.

At times like these...

2009-07-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

I just want to escape from everything.

No. I not emo.

It's weird to admit and even recognise that, i might be suffering from mild depression.

I dun think friends can help me anymore, cos I'm really numb from hearing "Quit your job lah.." or " Take it easy..Dont work too hard."

I always ponder to myself...If i ever quit my job. How am i going to support myself?

I'm going for my 8th and 9th op in Dec. Yes.

It's been a hell journey for me.

I'm really sick of thinking about how I'm able to secure my current job with my condition.

And I'm more sick to explain what is goin on with my life.

In conclusion, I'm not having any suicide thoughts yet, although i do think death is less painful for now.

I'm just feeling that, nothing is working for me, and no matter how hard i fight, I end up losing more than before.

I hope i will get through this phrase soon, cos I dunno how much i can hold it any longer.

I'm not insignificant.

2009-07-04T01:41:00.003+08:00

Don't vent your anger on me because you lack of
• Morale

• Self esteem

• Confidence

• Judgement

Get a grip of yourself before you even question about my stands.

I'm seriously sick of all these pure nonsense.

Don't diss me off because you freaking think you are more superior than me.

I'm not retaliating because I'm showing you the last pinch of respect I can find in myself.

Seriously, you are not that worthy. Don't push it too far.

I'm trying to get peace within myself.

Escaping all kind of unnecessary stress that could possibly trigger my constant headache and tolerance level.

I haven been talking at home for 4 months.

I haven been sitting in the living room for 4 months.

I haven even been eating at the dining table for 4 months.

Am I feeling ok?

Of cos not.

Do i feel good about all the silence?

Yes, cause it took all the stress away. Not having to talk keeps my head more leveled.

Does anyone cared?

Nope.

Cos I'm insignificant.

That's who I am.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-06-16T00:18:00.004+08:00

Been watching youtube nowadays since i cant catch Ellen on daily basis.

I laughed so hard i almost peed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkevNuXLRKE

今天只做一件事.

2009-06-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

陈奕迅.

http://wap.opda.com.cn/bbs/upload3/music/20090324/04.mp3?jdfwkey=pcrej

我今年25岁。

2009-05-26T00:03:00.004+08:00

又36个月。

我不是28岁！

是 25岁and 36months.

Please get this clear hor.

Well, my birthday celebration this year is pretty mellow.

It started on Friday, where company had the traditional Not-Very-Subtle-Old'fashion-Surprise.

Sing song, cut cake and engaged in some seriously weird topic.

Thanks guys for the Zara Jacket, It's really cool.

Second - celebration was with Brother and family.

We went Suntec and dine at MOF. Pretty decent Japanese food i must say.

I very much like the ice cream dessert that they served. Esp the mango ones.

Thanks gor, angeline, silas and anna for the Buzz Lightyear Pins and my Black Cup.

Third - lunch was dine together with my buddy, tanny.

We had English high tea again at Goodwood Park.

It was a super nuah afternoon and we both got really 'tieooor' with all the savory and sweet pastries. Really leh.

Thanks bud for the highly useful pantone chart. Although that means i got to work more. HA!!

Fourth - Dinner with Cousins and Aunt.

We had zi char at Jalan Malu Malu. Had quite a spread. With crabs, prawns, vege, hor fun....etc.

Thanks guys for the dinner!

More will follow i think...

Lili sms when the clock strike 12.

"3...2...1... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEDDY........etc etc (lazy to type) "

and attached with a cake pic

Wedding cake somemore! Pengz!!

HAhahah

Anyway

No matter how big or small the celebration,

Regardless how expensive or cheap the gift is,

And screw the old the saying "It's the thoughts that counts",

It's feels pretty damn good to be remembered and worth the time to be spend with.

Thanks Sis, Marc, Ryan and Phoebe for sending a card from aust~

*vera called and say alot of weird things like baby and bugis street.

She's have a very bad sore throat, and she sound like Kermit the Frog crossed breed with Witch. Badass!

Who will live on...

2009-05-16T02:57:00.004+08:00

Izzie or George?

And have you tell someone you care "I love you" before it's too late?

Cause this is it...it might all be gone tmr...

Cars.

2009-05-14T01:48:00.004+08:00

How long do you reckon, say a front and back view of 2 cars photoshoot would take?

6hrs?

12hrs?

It's 17hrs.

Wah lau.

This is the first time I art direct a car photoshoot, and I'm totally shack out.

All the research, layout and angles, finally done and over with.

Now all i have to do is wait for the pictures before i can start on the FA.

Art directing cars are worst than art directing models.

At least I can control the model face and angle, even for the mommies i did previously.

But for car....simply expressionless, yet, got to make it look fierce, sleek and aggressive.

Behind the scene

Ok time to sleep.

扫墓。

2009-04-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

Absolute

2009-03-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

Thankful.

To my 2 buddies.

Thank you Tanny.

For always being there for me, even with all your problems. You are always the first person I confide to and to look for solutions for all my problems.

Thank you Yean.

For always keeping me in your thoughts and be there when i need to unwind. (Although usually very very very very late.)

I am really touch by your post.

Thanks for just being there.

---------------------------------

I haven't been talking to anyone for the past 2 weeks.

Not to my parents, not to family.

I'm not even talking much to myself either.

I just shut myself away recently.

I dunno what happen also, but i just feel very bottled up.

No, i'm not emo.

I think it's the pills.

ahh heck.

All i do now is sms and msn to her.

At least she is making me happy for now.

Adios pple.

Need to find.

2009-03-25T23:23:00.003+08:00

I'm an official pills popper.

I need nice, really nice pills case to house all my pills.

If anyone sees a really nice designer looking one, pls buzz me.

Eat pills also must got style maaaa...

Did you?

2009-03-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

Did you ask me How's my work today?

Did you ask me if i'm still having headache?

Did you ask me if I'm feeling tired from all stress i'm facing?

No.

Cause you never attempt to.

How would you even know?

Why I couldn't try to start the topic?

Because you only see them and the TV.

Why even bother.

Did I tell you that all i need is a good night sleep from all the pills i'm taking?

Heck no.

Did i mention that all i need is a peace of mind?

Heck no.

Why?

Didn't you?

Tired.

2009-03-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

I really am.

I'm tired of being judged for voicing out at home.

I'm tried of being the one that have to provide everything at home, and all I get is unreasonable attitude.

I'm tired of keeping all my problems to myself, so as not to worried any of them.

But they are not seeing it.

I'm tired of not getting any rest when i gets home from work.

I'm tired of listening to Taiwan news on the TV.

I'm tired of being at home.

I'm tired of trying so hard to be a good man.

I'm tired of living my life.

I'm tired of being tired.

Please let me rest.

Just for once.

See me as a family.

见底了。

2009-03-21T11:56:00.005+08:00

近来身体状况非常不佳。

1）去年10月的手术，不顺利。有可能会再动刀。

2）头。头真的很痛。痛到很想死。做了几个身体检查，脑部扫描。要再等报告出来才知道原因。But。。。心也很痛。应为看医生是(*&($*$(*^%#67 的贵！！全部是给cash. Cannot Claim.

So, if there's any freelance, please let me know.

AHhah.

Mandy> GOT MA?? Ask Janice leh...........

回来了。

2009-03-18T22:05:00.004+08:00

哇。很久没po了。

有好多东西要update.

*impromptu reaction while typing and watching American Idol. Paula Abdul really sucks.

Firstly, 旺福终于来开唱！

High 到一个离奇的境界。

一直都很喜欢他们的歌，听了肯定疯癫乱跳，失魂鬼叫。

真的。

应为我隔天失声。

哇哈哈！

Secondly,

刚刚出席了好友的婚礼。

哦。。了不起么。

当然！

达飞机到 Jakarta leh.

First time fly all the way to another country just to attend a wedding.

给足了面子。

Vera and Tri, Congrats!!

在印尼，

碰上了许多朋友，感觉很棒。

有些还是听闻了许久，终于见面。

Dedi, Hendut and mei's family.

非常可爱的一群疯子。

哈哈。

肯定的是，我爱上了印尼人的热情。

也已答应mei's father, Papa Ujang, 明年在去他家玩！

听mei 说，新家是大到不行。

还蛮期待的。

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

最后，我好像恋上了她。

and confirm not meimei hor.

雕。

2009-01-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

我爱台湾。

真的。

第五次，就献给了台湾师傅，少白。

跟我同龄的他，以经刺了10年。

这家伙的功夫了得，在 1hr 40min 左右，就刺完。

快。

精。

细。

完美。

Christmas and a Girl

2008-12-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

It' Christmas, and it's the time of giving.

Indeed.

Our family is blessed with a new member, Anna.

Born on the eve of Christmas, her arrival made 2008 even more eventful.

She was born at 2008hrs somemore. Amazing.

As for myself, I had a good time spending quality time with my buddies.

Exchanging gifts, re-living memories(* movie clips), and laffing our heads off over twister.

Cheers to 2008.

Dear Sis, Marc, Ryan and Phoebe,

Merry xmas to the whole family!!!

Rachael Yamagata

2008-12-11T23:52:00.006+08:00

Listen to her song when you are at night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Yk6aXgHME4

Duet

Oh lover, hold on
'till i come back again
For these arms are growin' tired,
And my tales are wearing thin

If you're patient i will surprise,
When you wake up i'll have come

All the angerwill settle down
And we'll go do all the things we should have done

Yes i remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
I'll be here if you will only come back home

Oh lover, i'm lost
Because the road i've chosen beckens me away

Oh lover, don't you rome
Now i'm fighting words i never thought i'd say

But i remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
I'll forgive you oh
If you just come back home

Hmmm mmmm
Hmmmm mmmm

Oh lover, i'm old
You'll be out there and be thinking just of me

And i will find you down the road
And will return back home to where we're meant to be

'cause i remember what we said
As we lay down to bed
We'll be back soon as we make history.

I'm freaking....

2008-12-08T10:34:00.002+08:00

PISSED OFF.

I work through the weekend for you and your stupid presentation.

I gave up all my plans for your stupid visuals.

And all i get from you is.

"U forgot to switch off XXX's mac. Please remember to switch it off if you are the last person to leave."

Oh. FUCK YOU.

Seriously.

JUST DIE.

喜忧参半。

2008-11-25T22:48:00.005+08:00

王八蛋。

今早10点就到医院review近期的那次手术。

等。。。等。。。睡。。。醒。。。等。。。等。。。

近12点才到我。

一进去，

真厌恶，是intern doctor。

算了，反正我的specialist过一下就会来,

所以也没voice out。

But...那 intern doctor...读了我的报告，一直在笑。

好像在取笑的那种。

我有点不爽，就开始update我的recent medical status.

他妈的奶奶！！

他。。。他尽然打哈欠, sms and drink water!

然后很肤浅的说：“Right hand right?"

我那时蛮不耐烦了。。。回了： “Ar ber then...stated in report. Check before you ask."

" And I wish to talk to my Specialist, so shall I will wait for him before any consultation."

YA YA 木瓜咯！！

哈哈哈哈！

过了约10分钟， specialist来了。

测验出，神经线过度敏感。

而且已经不单单只是手腕，而是整个前手臂。

听到这种消息，心里大概就有开多一次刀的准备。

When?

我也不懂。

现在只好靠吃药来控制病情。

很贵咯。

Anyway, after hospital visit, I head down to Camp for medical review.

比起医院，兵营简直是屎坑。

来来去去只有12病人，and I only need to pass letter to Medical Officer,

等到我的nails都长了。

1：50 到。近5点才走人。

AND. M.O REFUSE TO DOWNGRADE ME.

乌龟王八蛋。

我说：“ If I run, and fall down...and injured my already injured hand, who is responsible?"

M.O 回： “ Nothing wrong with your leg, why will you fall?"

我： “ What if? accident do happen right?"

M.O: " Everyday also got people fell down."

我： “。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

这就是我的衰命。

But...还是有好的东西啦。。

旺福要来了！！！！！！！！！！！

哇哈哈哈哈！！

在想要不要以小民的造型去P.A.R.T......Y!!!

旺福高科技网站 http://wonfu.com

兒童團歌

2008-11-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

BeeNeeLaa

2008-11-05T20:12:00.002+08:00

My mama exclaimed in her most ridiculous voice.

"I LOVE BEENEELAA ICE CREAM, beeneelaa ice cream is the best!"

Excuse me, it's vanilla, not Bee-nee-laa.

I laugh until neighbor also can hear.....

I love butter-scotch by the way.

This is what happen when u are on 4 weeks MC...

2008-10-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

SUPER BORED AT HOMEEEEEE.

It's here....

2008-10-06T12:52:00.003+08:00

There....

Here's the long awaited pic.

Enjoy.

I clean the wound up so it won't look tat disgusting.

It's still painful and sensitive yet totally numb, dunno how to explain the feeling,

but overall, still very uncomfortable.

It really runs in the family....

2008-10-06T12:47:00.002+08:00

Dear sis in Aust,

Guess the casualties respectively~

No prize for guessing it correctly though..HAHA

I'm back.

2008-10-03T13:30:00.002+08:00

yes. back from 7th op.

Doing not so bad... but still quite painful.

Later then post pictures of wound...

If you feel sad....

2008-09-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

BLOODY WATCH THIS

100% makes you happier than before.

Things to note

1) Observe how the main female lead enter the frame (super lian-ish)

2) *Dancer please take note: Orange shirt lady dancer proves her talent in shaking her butt, shoulder and hair in togetherness. (not seen in everyday clubbing scene)

3) Male lead unbuttoned shirt, tucked in somemore...with tie (although i completely dun understand why is there a need for the tie....)

4) Male lead super obscene loooooong belt.

5) All of them have SUPER stamina. I dun even have ok... I see them dance, i also tried wriggling to it, damn chuanz can. Very amazing.

6) After the whole song, you will have a new dance move. So please flaunt it.

*Highly recommended by Brian Khai!

失败者的飞翔

2008-09-29T11:21:00.003+08:00

听着陈绮贞的歌，

感觉总是毛毛的。

因为词曲都微妙的把矛盾和情绪

细腻的带出来。

赶快去买她的单曲。

————————————————————

你知道吗听你说话
我只需要听你说话
在你的声音中
安全得让我害怕
这是一个快乐的警告
警告我别想逃
这个特别的时刻
判断绝不会是你想要
你的温柔包围
而我像个没人爱的傻瓜
你的影子巨大
像喧嚣的脏话
在一片欢乐的景像之中
我却觉得勉强
在离别的前夕
找不忧伤的台阶下
你承认吧
你也想要体验英雄般的夸张悲壮
来不及为你歌唱
你潇洒而昂扬
在一片荒凉的景像之中
我却觉得晴朗
让我为你飞翔
在你残破的天空之上
当我为你飞翔
当我听你说话
给我肩并肩的拥抱

2nd Oct 2008

2008-09-25T09:29:00.002+08:00

marks the day when I go under the knives again.

Lucky 7, hopefully it's the last time...

Zubees 六岁了！

2008-09-21T00:27:00.007+08:00

Zubees first few weeks old.

2nd time i visit her. Look at her bear-like paws. HAHAH.

The 3rd time i visit her. Got her a ball somemore.

First night i brought her home.

Her first Xmas gathering.

First time she tried climbing stairs.

Her first grooming.

Her first CNY celebration.

First time to cousin's place.

Dreamy Part 1

Dreamy Part 2

Dreamy Part 3

One of my fav pic.

2 yrs old

3 yrs old

4th yrs old.

5th bday pic is in my HP. lazy to bluetooth out.

Cake, candle and dog. Nothing else. So let's move on...

My all time fav.

SEE THE RESEMBLANCE ???

So if you think zubees is cute, I think the last picture totally prove you wrong.

Happy Birthday Zubees!!!

*Ps. Zubees love greenies (Green minty bones), milk biscuit. Money, Diamond, Greenies, Cash....bones...gold......greenies.........greenies.............. Feel free to pamper her. She might probably stick to you for only 5 mins. Maybe longer, depending on the gift, and i can always MAKE her seems like u longer. So all gifts are welcome. HOHOHOHO

Say what you need to say...

2008-08-23T12:03:00.004+08:00

好久没po了。

不是因为工作太忙，

不是因为不感兴趣，

只是。。。

想太多。

Yes, 想太多。

当我让无聊的情绪放纵的在脑海侵略想法，

往往就会开始感到悲观。

主要是工作。

现任的工作，

论职位，论月薪，论发展，

对一个只有少过三年经验，没有大学文凭的 ‘菜鸟’ 来说，

已经是一个没什么好挑剔的事。

偏偏就有。

如果挑的是大件事，

那就非常好办。

一走了事。

But...

衰就衰在问题不大。

But..很困扰。

竟然是小事，

那不如找同事或老板谈谈。

问题是。。。

罪魁祸首是公司少了人性。

不是 heartless, 而是 human touch.

怎么说，

她们不爱面对面谈，

用email 来做替代，与同事之间沟通。

一个非常简单的changes,

可以累积数几十封的电邮。

如果没及时回应，

就死。

如果吃饭没 email to inform,

就死。

如果工作提早做完呢？

肯定被老板赞扬对吗？

Sorry, No such luck.

也是死。

因为you fail to update your job status.

什么？？？？

刚做完明天的 project, （明天，不是今天！！！）

连抠鼻屎的机会都还没有，

就已经因为没发email，功劳就完全被侵吞。

不要以为我没voice out...

有。我有。

可是，

回应是“习惯就好”，

这样简单，无情的带过。

还有很多很多的事，

都是因为email惹的祸。

几个月前，看了今年我最感动的电影， BucketList。

里头有一首非常棒的歌。

是John Mayer's 的 "Say"

简单的歌词，却带出很多现实人们的内心矛盾与挣扎。

对与工作，

我开始 say what i need to say, 而不是say what i want to say.

这样可能比较好过吧。

27岁的我。

要重新适应还是找寻更美好的失乐园呢？

待续。。。

The cycle is repeating soon...

2008-07-26T20:00:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since i update anything..

So here goes...

My new hair colour~

Love it.

Life is as busy as ever..so if i ever MIA or stepping into the 'No Life Club', pls. Drag me out....

My dear dear cousin......

2008-06-23T23:45:00.006+08:00

我认识一个人。

她，

走在平地，会无缘无故的跌倒。

走在崎岖陡峭的斜坡，肯定摔得狗吃屎。

离50米的洞，走着走着，也会半空翻筋斗，

然后伤到全身。

总之，她一年起码看中医300多次。

如果有会员优待，肯定已经是 Platinum status 之类的。

以上的遭遇，远远不如这次。

她。。。

真的很厉害。

她。。。

是白虎最讨厌的凡人。

她。。。

是我独一无二的。。。

表姐Leng Leng。

please dun laugh at her ok..she really very very poor thing...

and her sis...dun even dare to look at her. Tsk. quite cartoon lah.

Leng...please recover faster!!!

New Day.

2008-06-16T07:33:00.002+08:00

Right now, I'm waking up to a new start.

I'm starting my new job in less than 2 hrs...

Abit nervous.

Abit anxious.

Abit worried.

And,

Abit not looking forward to it.....

Arghhhrooo..

Will see wat happen on my first day!!

My Day.

2008-05-26T00:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to meeeee,

Happy Birthday to ME!

I'm 27th!

Shower me with love pple!

Midnight Surprise

2008-05-16T01:48:00.003+08:00

Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night,

feeling the urge to shit...

and despite all the tiredness,

you finally shat.

Feeling so satisfied,

you just wanna head back to the comfort of your bed and enjoy the rest of the sweet dreams....

FREAKING NO LEH.

LIFE'S JUST FRIGGIN' UNFAIR.

Cos Fairy Godmother feels that,

Hey, since you are up, might as well gives you a mighty surprise.

How sweet!!

I love surprises!

I open the door and, VIOLA, staring at me,

A FRIGGIN BIG FAT OLD FLYING COCKROACH!!!

I tell you...i immediately woke up ok!

Like super awake!

Then I cleverly use a big 桶 and cover it.

Tmr let my mom settle it's fate.

Bloody kind enough liao.

The 桶 is very big for it, can run around without feel the lack of oxygen.

In conclusion,

I'm blogging at 2am...and i cant sleep now.

Friggin roaches.

PESTS.

好友。。。

2008-05-14T01:03:00.004+08:00

因为太在乎，

所以会难过。

收拾好一切，

前往下一个更精彩的乐园吧。

加油。

&^&%^$%^#$

2008-05-12T21:30:00.004+08:00

很痛。很麻。很痒。。。

Dun eat in front of screen

Back.

2008-05-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my 6th operation.

PAIN.

ok. cant type much.

just an update!

Haiyo!

2008-05-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

Was looking through my backup...

I found this.

Nothing special visually, but i still remember very clearly, the client told me i was NOT professional at all.

Hurt manz...

朋友。

2008-05-03T19:08:00.008+08:00

谢谢你们给我这一段美好的回忆。

今天心情很解放，没有工作的烦念。

没有怨气。感觉很简单。

今天的心情，还给星期六下午，

一个普普通通的天气，

让朋友这个神秘的动词，

还给它本来的简单解释。

vera 送的熊。还print了我们的和照。

The famous Gemuk Villagers (肥胖乡村）

One of our theme Friday, Winter Friday

Creative Team.

David, Terence and Me

Todes

The Groupie

谢。

青春舞曲！

2008-04-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

如果你觉的五月天很棒。。。

那就听听他们的偶像旺福吧！

旺福很厉害。。。

听他们的歌，

100％ high翻天。

有些人。。

2008-04-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

有些人，

一年买一次新衣。

有些人，

一年换一只手机。

有些人，

一年换一辆汽车。

有些离谱的人，

一年换一个伴侣。

而我这个衰人，

一年动一次手术。

老天爷。。。饶了我啦！

Please ok.

List of events.

2008-04-09T23:33:00.008+08:00

04.04.08

We Will Rock You

Watched "We Will Rock You" together with Tanny at the Esplanade. Actually, other than the crappy story line (Khai, almost...almost like Daddy's Cool, except D.C got better props), I actually enjoyed myself throughout the whole musical. The songs are all fabulous, Killer Queen is one of my fav piece...then the ending song Bohemian Rhapsody really closes the whole show perfectly. I think i was practically on my feet at the last 10 mins, cheering the band on manz.

Overall, 8/10..

05.04.08

Photography and Trekking

Set out pretty early in the morning, at abt 845am..

Me and my cousin trek for about 15km all around MacRitchie Reservoir.

4hrs.

要命咯！

I think we almost became the first in history to die of thirst in reservoir manz.

Blame it on ourselves also... almost everyone that walk passed our route, sure 被我们讲到很jialet. And of the the worst the Mr. Know.It All.

Wah...keep seeing him... Yak non stop...until we feel like sewing his mouth up.

贱嘴。

We took the yellow route, then intercept the cyan route, then back on the yellow route.

Walk unitl whole body ache and watever crap thing...I went on for Qing Ming...all the way till late evening.

I think that day is living hell for me lo.

Tired until my hair also cramp.

08.04.08

Never ending, yet not so surprising news.

Yes, I'm goin for my 6th operation. ever since 2003, I had one operation every single year.

&*^&%^%&%&*^(

And on 08.04.08

I GOT BLUE HAIR.

WAHAHAH!!

Diana calls it the Xeon hair.

Yes, Intel Xeon.

Do too much Intel until Pantone code also can give me. Power.

The blue chunky part is on the right side of my head. Very blue. like Doraemon.

And....on 09.04.08.

I tender.

I'm about to leave a place i proudly call my second home, where everyone is like family members.

I'm goin to miss them alot manz. But i guess it's good for them and good for me to move on.

Well, life still moves on,

So friends, cheer me on, when i look for new career path!!

Till then

have lots of fun!

Btw, happy bday yean!

Sorry din manage to make it for ur dinner~

So technically u owe me one dinner.

是忙的咯！

2008-04-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

真绝！
走就走咯。。
需要 went away, and then came back, and finally disconnect.

很忙leh!
HAHAHAH

Do you have your Bucket List?

2008-04-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

Zubees.

2008-03-31T23:38:00.003+08:00

黑猪。。。

Realize.

2008-03-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

是时候了吗？

2008-03-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

我的心情今天已换了季。。。
应该是时候了。

是的。
那刺刺的感觉渐渐消减。。。

可能，
放下心，会走的比较容易一些。

一句 " I'm your superior, this is how we work in future"
完全把 creative industry 的 mindset 锁死。

谢谢你。
谢谢你让我做出一个痛快的决定。

待续。。。

Like son, Like Mother.

2008-03-09T23:56:00.005+08:00

what else can i ask for, when i'm blessed with such a havoc mother.

COOL.

Mom's

Son

and, i finally got my 20" iMac.

Very nice!!

So to those who always say my computer is ugly and old,

shut your mouth now.

WHAHA!

This is what happen when you have photo booth on ur iMac.

27 and going.

2008-02-24T20:26:00.004+08:00

Ooohoo.
Ok, here are the pictures of my tattoo. (Finally hor)

Ankle Band that has meaning of 'Freedom in Health'

I did not post this picture just to show my face hor... Look at the ear.
Khai, i finally pierce, after 1 yr plus of consideration!
When is your turn?!
Wahhaha

Ok, after posting, i think i'm going to design and do my 3rd tattoo.
People, wait for my post soon!
I'm gona do it on the 8th March!
Stay tune!

Dogathon!

2008-02-24T18:59:00.004+08:00

Event: All Paws for SAVH, Dogathon 2008
Venue: Bishan Park
Date: 24th Feb 2008

Both zubees and me have been anticipating for this day for quite a while.
Heng never rain today, instead, the weather was perfectly nice, not so sunny, just nice for event like this.

So at about 4pm, both of us slowly stroll to Bishan park.
Die can. A lot of dogs...i think easily over 100 of them.
There's greyhounds, scottish terrier, and i almost pengs when i saw this beautiful St Bernard. Wah Lau. Can die leh, very solid.
Zus pale in comparison manz.. I also saw 2 huge poodle, very nicely groomed.
The style is very similiar to the one in show ring, very balled and patchy...i seriously cannot appreciated.

anyway, 1 fat owner and 1 fat dog started the dogathon and complete the whole walk within 30 mins.
Collected the fun pack and head home, cause the fat pig simply cannot walk anymore.
Sometimes, i feel i'm walking a mini pig instead. Tsk. Sia Sway.

ok some random pic

before bathing zubees, i check 4D result, wah, 9029 (9, is dog, 029 is zubees dogathon number) really came out. FWAH. Lucky or wat manz.
And yes, got strike.

Identity Crisis.

2008-02-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

This is going to be a short PO.

Friends that know me very well, should be aware that I'm a seriously a friggin insect phobia person.

No Kidding.

Today, a really dumb adult cockroach, decided to take a dip in my table water dispenser. How on earth did this cockroach end up inside, and causes his own death, I freaking dun understand too...

All i can do is, FREAK OUT. and try to tell myself that, it's actually a prawn.
Stupid identity crisis.

There goes my water dispenser.. No. Dun even try to tell me to wash it and re-use.
Cos i wont. Try drinking water from a bath-tub after shrek bathed.

Freaking gross.

My water Dispenser

It used to stood so nicely among my Buzz Lightyear (Friends, u are welcome to expand my collection of buzz, pls, shower me with gifts. Thank You very much)

Stupid Prawnroach.

Case close.
My colleague was very very kind enough to travel to J8 and purchase a new dispenser for me.

Fucking Roach.

One of my favourite singer...

2007-12-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

"Rarities B-Sides And Other Stuff (1996)" by Sarah McLachlan

Song For A Winter's Night

The lamp is burnin' low upon my table top
The snow is softly fallin'
The air is still within the silence of my room
I hear your voice softly callin'
If I could only have you near
To breathe a sigh or two
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
Upon this winters night with you

The smoke is rising in the shadows overhead
My glass is almost empty
I read again between the lines upon each page
The words of love you sent me
If I could know within my heart
That you were lonely too
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
Upon this winters night with you

The fire is dying now, my lamp is growing dim
The shades of night are liftin'
The mornin' light steals across my window pane
Where webs of snow are driftin'
If I could only have you near
To breathe a sigh or two
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
Upon this winters night with you
And to be once again with you .

如果人生能如此平靜。。。

2007-11-12T17:37:00.001+08:00

那该多好。。。

A Trip to Perth

2007-11-11T02:23:00.000+08:00

31。10。07 的晚上，
我和澳洲第一次见面。

看看照片，
下次才PO 多点everyday encounter。

红毛鬼！！

2007-10-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Yea, it's the time of the year.....

Vampire: Terence
Witch Apprentice: Yue Long
Fallen Devil: Tong Chang
Miss Devil: Vera
Long Hair Witch: Mike
Hair Eater: Diana
Black Cat: Echelle
Sushi Chef: Vicky
Eye Popper Mummy: David
The Skeleton: Mei
Human: Mandy

The Hellgate Todes.

The Devil and The Witch.

Just another Todes Friday...

Will try to post up the Freaky Friday and Winter Friday soon~~

狗。

2007-10-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

少了遗憾。
多了满足。

是开心的咯~~