Sunday, December 6, 2009

I wanna..

put down everything and travel.
To somewhere i can relax and schedule everything to my timing.

No kids.
No compromises of waiting time.

Just pure relaxation.

Soon...Hopefully.

I won't be travelling this year end.
Too much factors are holding me back.
No, I dun wan to face or go through the process of being scrutinise on how i should behave.
No, i dun wan to judge on how I reason myself.

And yes, that's why i'm choosing to leave.

It's been a tough year for me,
and i don't see it getting any better.

I get frustrated very easily.
And i simply lost interest in daily matters.

A few have been saying its my mindset,
and once i get over it, things will get better.

How would it be better when I'm in the source of everything,
every single day?


Maybe it's time i see a shrink.









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