Chop off my hand please.

I always stood outside the circle, admiring my friends lead their almost perfect lifestyle.

Diving.

Traveling.

Shopping.

Well, not saying my friends are born with silver spoon.

We work our asses off everyday...

But why do I have to worry so much on health and medication bills.

Somehow, i just feel a tad unfair on how life is presented to me.

Right this moment, i feel envious of everyone around me.

This include Zubees.

Maybe it's a sign that i should stop everything i'm doing and take a break.